My Lover's Complications

My eyes to the broken ceiling
Peeling words falling onto my head
Like leaks, absorbing into my brain
As Madam Poetry looks upon her notes
The jagged lines of the notebook
That let her know that I’m still verbally alive
My breaths cooled as she runs the tests
Her caramel eyes running over my sweating body
“How are you feeling?”
I cough up a stanza and she jots it down
Head nodding to the melodyMy voice possesses
The rhythm that aligns my stars
She touches my throatAnd my fingers twitch
She looks into my bronze moons
And my heart beat increases
As my eyes read her face
Displaying my own raw emotion
My “Lover’s Complication”
And as I become transfixed by her allure
She kisses my lips with her cure

My heart beats the words your own will never pick up
Because although on the same page
We are frequently at different frequencies
And every time I seek you out
You hop on another station
And we begin our emotional game
Of Cat and Mouse
Getting close to repel one another
With such a great force
And pretend like it’s all okay
Seeing how close we can get
Before we retract within ourselves
Due to our own “Lover’s Complications”

Which causes me to poetically pass out
And wake up in my poetic E.R.
Mind wired to the lines of the notebook
Thick ink taken out of my chest
With syringes and injected
Into the thin layer of paper
My eyes flashing the visions
Of the wandering dreams
Mixing with
The mind-twirling reality
Of what is essentially US
I want to be YOURS
I want you to be MINE
I would cheat on poetry
If it means getting a hit of your loving
Inside of me
To get me out of this hospital bed
And back up to space where I rightfully belong
High…
Even though as I high as I am
You still have the power
To make fall
Back to Earth
All over again…
~Nova Faye~

Lover's Fantasy

In my dreams you plague me
Your cinnamon eyes welcome me in
The scent of fruity lust mixed in your breath
A passion lit fire blazing in your pupils
Waking me amongst the sleepy stars of Heaven
Gasping breathlessly your name
My mind wet
My body up with nerves and tension
Lids wide playing vividly
The dreams of a "Lover's Fantasy"

Miles away, just the mere thought
Of Your touch gives me goosebumps
The dreams sending shivers through a dormant body
I need you here
Fixated
Addicted to a fruit I have never sank my teeth in
Tongue fiending the enticing nectars your body has to offer
The nectars unfamiliar to me
Diseyer wrapped around my subconcious
Wanting you in the worst possible way
Wishing...
Hoping...
That if I roll over
My eyes will catch your body
In all its Sexy Splendor
And My "Lover's Fantasy"
Will be a "Lover's Reality"

Your drug like voice making love to my mind
Your curvaceous body impossible to find
When I awake in the night
Forehead dripping sweat
Pen in hand, ready to write
What has me licking my lips
Strumming my fingertips
As if I'm waiting to love you down
Until we both get high
Kissing, touching, rubbing, tasting
The sweet remedies of the flesh
Damn, how I want something that I never had
Damn, how a hit of your body is what I want so bad
Laying you down in front of me
As I take you all in like Cocaine

In my dreams you plague me
Your sweet lips call my body to attention
And my diseyers start sequencing
Like a flip book
My eyes snap open
And all I catch is ceiling
Yet your body still lingers on my skin
My persona relaxes
When I take a look around, sighing
Realizing that this is just "My Lover's Fantasy"

~Nova Faye~

Lover's Quarrel (Work in Progress)

I conflict in your eyes
As your calming breezes
Tell me everything I want to hear
But never what I need
But never the less, I feed
Upon your words
And digest the feeling
That we will never be
As happy as the symphony
I compose at night
Entitiled "Dreams of We"

And through our silence
Our passions speak
As I kiss you gently with the lines
That make you weak
And you show me the signs
That I'm the one you seek
This is my "Lover's Quarrel"
Let me into your heart
And I will give you the world
Please your mind
Appreciate your body
Love your soul

But we will, for now, be star crossed
Trying to find something between us
That was never lost
I hold you on my tongue
In the form of poetry
A dialect that only you and I comprehend
And you look up at me
Hugging me intimately with your eyes
Laying down in front of me
As I paint the future
In our perfect language
Read by many
Interpreted by few
But still I conflict
Following the messages
From your heart
That your eyes
Massage my mind with
But still decieved by your actions

So here we are
Writing our romantic tale
Amongst the glowing eyes
Of our universe
Trying to resolve our hidden lover's quarrel
So I can hold you in my ink stained palms
And tell you
The words that'll make you
Mine...
Forever mine
Captured in the ink
Of a notebook that will always be incomplete

~Nova Faye~

Twenty-Eight

Let's make verbal love
Play "Love Tag" in the twilight
Kissing passionately when caught
In my arms
Let the rain cool us down
For the heat of lust
Burns within our bodies
Eyes to the Heavens,
You recite your heart
With every soft tap of my lips
Against your neck
your chest
Gravity pushing my head lower
Until the poetry ceases to escape
From your warm lips

Let the starts provide the spotlight
We need to perform
My hands moving to the melody
Of your shuttering breaths
Caressing every inch of your smooth, moonlit body
As if molding your curves with my fingers
Let the grass catch our bodies
Or let the car house our lust
For what we hold cannot be held in
Or else our souls would bust

You have this kiss to make me shake
And I have the tongue to fulfill--
every breathless request you make
As I let my words make love to your ear
Getting you so wet like you just jumped off the pier
And into Lake Pashun ~>(Passion)
Make sweet love to my mind
And I will take you to a high
You'll never want to come down from
So cum to me
let me fill you up with poetry
Before I slide inside
And take your BREATH A-wAy
Leaving your body saturated
Like the morning lawn
Dewy with glistening sweat

Make love to my heart
And I will go so low
You'd be scared that I got lost
Well ~~Until your body shivers
With pleasurable ecstasy
I am the master of my art
And tonight, my art is your body
Let me make you shine
So let us begin our lusty game

"Tag.... You're IT..." (lol)

~Nova Faye~

Twenty-Six

I...
Wake up in a cold sweat
For your body calls to me in my dreams
I...
Can't get you out of my mind
But can you blame me?
You're just so-so-so-so damn fine
So lay down on my rhymes
It's only then can we-slow down time
let me kick these poetics in your ear
Wrap yourself up in these words
As I pull you near
Use my tongue... to caress your heart
Make you cum... with my verbal art
Make you shiver.... right off the charts
Get you --Breath-less-- before I even start
With words so seductive
They may appear destructive
Because I can kiss you with a stanza
And in no time -- you've erupted
But can you blame me?
With inspiration like you
What else can I do
But make passionate love using my poetry
So like the ink rivers that curve each letter
~Flow With Me~

~Nova Faye~

My Lover's Anxiety

Through the twilight hour
Although not visible to your eyes
I think of you
And wonder if by chance of the stars
You miss me too
Distance has done
What time will never be able to do
And that is separate my heart
From your beauty
From the love hidden in your eyes
That your too stubborn to admit
But through the darkest hours of night
I whisper your name with the pen
As the milky moon captures my dreams
And i swallow what moves my nerves

This is my "Lover's Anxiety"
I want nothing more to feel your touch
Once More

But whispers another
What I wish to relay
So I sit and watch
Your indecisive behavior play
Tennis with your emotions
Never really expressing true devotion
Because tales of such attraction
This other tells another
I can say I miss you
Until the stars I sit upon
Refuse to burn for a longer spell
But it will not be as lovely
As if another would pull you close and tell
You of such magnificent beauty
Like if straight from My Notebook you fell

My pen wishes only to give you
What your heart desires
Capture you with words
That your eyes can not hear
For fear that near
Is just a loose-leaf fantasy
So it was here I sat a year ago
And it is here I sit now
Upon the glowing wonders of my Space
Satisfied yet in complete disarray
Longing for the day
When it will be my turn
To knock upon the door and say
"It's Nova Faye,
I was wondering if your heart can come out and play..."

~Nova~

Twenty-Three

*If I am your hero, then you are my villian and we are destined to twirl in our twisted web until the sun no longer rises over our shores... To waltz to the screams of our beating hearts... "sigh"*

It's a shame to see
Our Leg-a-cy
Go down the drain
My ego stained
As we... we create the storming rain
We keep on dancing round
Round- this maze we call our dear-est love
what have you done to me?
What the hell is up with you?!
I step, you turn
I reach for you and you dip away
In-to the silent day
And I'm left waltzing by my-self
No one to lead
No one to follow me
To the mel-o-dy
Of my heart beat
So I write
I write, you run
And smile because you think
It's so damn fun
To play the game
The game of our disasterous affair
The wear and tear
Of the bond we share
You cheat, I scheme
The blueprints in my po-e-try
To manipulate
Manipulate the world around-you
The state of mind you are in
Then you're back at my front door a-gain
what the f*** is this?!
Offering your poison kiss
Talking about how much of our love you miss
And for that moment we find our bliss
But you will never know
How much I love you so
Oh no...
So we Tango
As the hero and the villian
Often - do
Because as long as I exist
There Will Always Be - You

~Nova Faye~